I keep on ranting all my problems to my partner, to the point I've realised it's the most talked about thing I have towards him. My life is rough for me, with things scaling from fear based childhood around my parents from emotional and some even phsycial warnings when I did very small things, to getting groomed on the internet when I felt too alone. I keep falling in life as a victim with an probably depression while I can't bring myself to push through when all I get is the hardest bits of life, being surrounded by negativity which makes me just want to not exist at all, and hate the idea of existence. I have no idea what to do anymore, I hate this so much. Good luck to whatever you're going through maybe you can do it
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