Im eleven and I hate my life i want to die and I have an eating disorder but im not skinny enough to have one, im in the hospital and everything aches i wanna kill myself so bad it hurts, I dont wanna do anything ever again and I cant seem to get out of the hospital I scratch my arm to feel okay but it doesn't work, I dont see why I should stay alive and im hurting and I wanna cut myself but I cant and I hate this, somebody pls end my suffering. Im so fat. And ugly. And stupid. And everything