i have no motivation for life anymore there is so much pressure from my parents for me to be the best and I dont have any motivation to contiue i dont know what im doign with myself or if wher im at right now is good enough i feel so lost like anyting i do is below standard i cant talk to ppl i can never do antyign right anyting that i try to do right my paretns alwasy expect me to do better everyoine aroudn me seems to be so much more ahead in life than me, and my head is constantly runnign with thoughts i feel like im going insane