im genuinely so sick and tired of everything i don't have the energy or motivation to do anything i have finals but i can't bring myself to open the book for a minute and study without getting easily distracted, i always get called lazy or stupid and people tell me that im not doing enough. i really try to do my best but i can't it's so unimaginably hard for me to focus on a specific thing and put effort into it, at least how am i supposed to do that when i don't see any point in living anymore? when i have never had a dream or something to look up for in the future? i can't even talk about this to my family or anyone because they will only see as a teenager who's going through puberty, and not someone who's actually struggling
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