I’m stuck in what feels like an endless cycle of wake up, babysit, go to bed, repeat. I don’t have time for myself. Both of my parents work, great, I get it. My brother, who’s 19 by the way, comes and goes as he pleases. He can’t watch our baby sister by himself because he doesn’t know how to change her, or he’s just too uncomfortable with doing it. When my dad is home, all of the responsibilities seem to fall onto me, or he leaves for hours, leaving me to, once again, babysit. I’m tired, I’m snappy, I’m moody, I want to be able to do things without being called every time I turn around, or worse, to be deemed the bad guy because I don’t want to watch my sister while my parents take a shower or run off somewhere. I feel like I’m losing parts of myself day by day. I have no motivation to do anything because I know I’ll be asked by someone to do something. I’m not even happy anymore. I don’t even want to finish college. I’m so freaking stressed, exhausted, and done.