i don't know what's wrong with me, im insecure as hell and i can't even look at the mirror and im so self- conscious about myself and the people and things around me i wish the worst for myself but sometimes i genuinely think im above everyone else and i deserve everything they have instead of them. it got to a point where i CANT bring myself to believe others are on the same level on me and they're a human beings as well… like pick a side bro…