I feel alone. I'm on a school computer right now because my mom won't give me my phone, i have no outside contact, and it's been like this since school ended. I had a boyfriend but he broke up with me recently, my moms at work for 12 hours out the day so we barely talk and when we do its one sided or she gets upset with me. Ive been crying alot recently because of all this. Its getting hard for me mentally i dont feel like myself anymore, i feel like im just here, just a body with no thoughts just blank. Im so tired, i dont think i can take it anymore.