Rant #8929

i wish i could kms but im too much of a coward to do so, im forced to put up with everything and pretend that im fine because i know that nobody would care or take me seriously. i genuinely do not know why do i have to continue on living when i never wanted to be born everything about me just feels weird, i can't trust my feelings and everything i do or say, it's as if i was a stranger in my own body