i know i’m not lovable, i know im meant to love and not be loved but sometimes i wish i could be lovable. im so tired guys, i want someone to hold me. i say im loving but i get angry sometimes and i feel awful for that, i think im so bad ive tricked even myself into thinking im a good person. i wanna be cuddled, i want kisses, i want sweet words but i know i’ll never have it because my problems that stop me from healing enough to be in a relationship are mental illness and i can’t change how my brain works so i think im doomed to be alone forever. it’s so weird but i want someone to comfort me like im a scared puppy, idk i just want to feel precious and innocent for once and not worry about anything.
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