yesterday i self harmed again for the first time in about 2 years. i’ve struggled with self harm since i was about 12 and im now 19. i was SA’d and then physically assaulted by another person about 2 hours later, and so many people around me blamed me. that was about a month and a half ago and i still feel so broken, like nothing will be the same. i just want it to all go away. whenever i think abt the fact that i relapsed i feel sick to my stomach. i keep failing myself.
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