I went to a wedding recently and realized most of the people I considered my good friends, have moved on from our friendships due to dating, marriages, moving away, or just not wanting to be around me anymore. I couldn't even have small conversations without them wanting to get away and talk with their SO or friend. Life has been throwing so much crap at me recently and I just want to sit down and talk with someone. Even texting would be fine, but I'm the one who always has to wait days or weeks for a potential response. Shockingly (and kinda sad), the only person I text on a regular basis is my ex, and she keeps me at arms length. My mental health is sinking, and I don't know where to go or what to do. I feel like a balloon ready to pop.