I always feel like I'm faking my mental Illness when I'm actually happy or if I'm doing okay. even though it's diagnosed and I've attempted twice and went to the mental hospital two times. but it always feels like I'm just faking it. like all the scars were just for attention. even though they were the comfort I needed in the dark. or a punishment for my actions and mistakes. I've always been scared that I'm just some attention seeker. like I know I'm not doing anything for attention but sometimes I want people to see how I'm falling apart. but I always feel guilty for it
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