Sometimes I wanna just get high out of my mind so the voices go away. but I know it won't help me. it'll only be a temporary fix. but it feels like there's no real fix. Therapy never helps, all she does is listen she doesn't try to help. don't get me wrong it feels good to let it out but when she doesn't do anything to help the issues it feels pointless. I want help, but I don't really know how to get it. I want to change, I wanna get better. I wanna get better so bad, I'm working on myself everyday and I've made progress and I'm proud of that. but it just feels like it takes too long. but there's no quick fix. I hate that