I kind of want to do it (self-aliven’t) but I’m also scared of pain. Plus my family would be devastated, feel like they had failed as parents, some might even attempt it too. +Some of my friends would WITHOUT A DOUBT as in they have confirmed to me they would if I did. Had to lie to some doctors a couple weeks ago. What do I do ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱