Everything is just getting too much my eating disorder is finally taking over people might quote on TikTok guilt in every bite but that’s really what I’m feeling. Unfortunately I met my boyfriend and my peak ed body. So now I fear he won’t love the healthy me I have lost around 15 kg I physically have to solve myself to feel pretty every day. The first thing I do is look in the mirror to see what I deserve to eat. I have taken up unhealthy habits just to make the pain and hunger go away when I do eat the girl eats me life so I’m done. I feel so alone and nobody cares. i’m only 14 and will probably destroy my body for the rest of the life but no one will love you if you are unattractive.
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