I know this is different from most of the other kinds of rants on here but I want to get a vaginoplasty and i’ve never actually been able to say that or write that before because i’ve felt too ashamed. I have vastibular papillae and it’s so uncomfortable some times it burns and itches especially on my period but i can’t do anything about it because im a minor and i don’t have the money anyways and my parents won’t let me get a job. I mean i think that maybe if i told my mom she’d be fine with me wanting to get it but i don’t know if we’d be able to do anything especially since its not a chronic issue. I’ve just never been able to talk about how much of a struggle it’s been for me to the point where I once tried to cut it off myself but it was so painful I couldn’t even get myself to cut it all the way. I just don’t know what to do. It makes me feel disgusting and im not sexually actuve or anything but I feel like if anyone were to see it they’d be disgusted.