I feel like i cant do anything anymore, all I can do is draw, listen to music and call my gf. I lost one of the greatest people ive known pretty recently, I put him over my other friends because he was such a wonderful person. He died in a car crash and I havent been able to get him out of my head. I cry every time I think about him. It hurts my heart whenever I think about him. I miss talking to him so much, he was a wonderful friend, despite only knowing him online he was one of the greatest people ive known ever. We've shared so many personal topics to eachother, we've cried together, laugh together, and it hurts remembering past memories. We promised to visit eachother when we got older. I suppose it isnt gonna happen though, I remember we called so often, and played games together. He was so fun to talk to, he was always there whenever I needed to vent because he always made me feel better. I get afraid to vent to the people I know irl bc I feel like till make things awkward. ImyA