Im so sad (RECENTLY) my mom wants to divorce. and do not mistake me- im happy for my mom but he/her husband/my step dad does NOT know yet. And im unsure when she will tell him and it kills me. I feel like im being a terrible daughter to the Only man who's tried to be my dad. I feel like a failure to my mom and I honestly was going to kill myself eventually, but my bf is helping me stay grounded enough to try and see a light. But I know he won't stay forever because I feel and look like an utter freak. My life is practically nonexistent, im looking for a job, no friends irl and honestly very ugly. Sometimes i think I should just straight up end it before it gets somehow worse as it always does tbh.
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