i don't know what to do. I'm only 14 and I feel like my life is already collapsing. most days I just feel like absolute shit. I feel like I'm a burden for everyone I'm around. I just feel so stupid. does one life in a world of 8 billion truly matter all that much. the thing that I hate is how when I go to school I put myself through the grinder to try to make others people lives better, yet when I get home I feel like a piece of shit. how is that fair, but then again life isn't fair so what should I expect. why am I still here? I'm losing a part of myself each and everyday. I've almost kms twice now. I can't tell anyone bc they wouldnt understand. I tried to tell my friend and he said I was being dramatic and trying to get attention. do people really even care about me? no one tries to show it if they do. why the fuck do I feel invisible. would anyone truly care if I wasn't here? I'm just done. I'm done with everything. I want to die.