I feel so lonely all the time. I have friends, but it feels like I'm never the person someone goes to first. I'm in a poly relationship, and they both seem to favor each other over me. Then one of the friends I'm not super close with is super close with one of my partners, and then my best friend even seems to favor the friend that I'm not super close with over me. Plus, he's just been busy lately. I know it's none of their faults, but ive cried for hours because of how lonely I feel. And it's not like I can just make new friends, I'm going to online school and I can't just go up to random people in public. Plus, it's hard to maintain online friendships because a lot of the time you just get ghosted eventually. My day to day life had become so boring and I don't know what to do. I don't have friends to hang out with, my mom stays in her room all day and doing things alone is just so boring. But I'm afraid that if I tell any of my friends because it's not they're fault I feel lonely.