My boyfriend just broke up with me saying that he wasn’t ready for a relationship with me, since we’re still pretty young, (I’m not gonna reveal our age, but we’re teens) and I’m genuinely heartbroken, because the time that we’ve dated has genuinely been the best three months of my entire life. I stopped caring so much about my weight, I got WAY less depressed , i was so much more happy than how I was back in April, but I’m sobbing while writing this because why the fuck did I get so attached like hello. I can’t bring myself to be mad at them, I don’t know who to blame, and I completely understand him. But now I’m so sad, I don’t know what do to anymore, so I’m venting here, online. He made me feel so loved, he saw through my insecurities and loved me for the person that I am, and I forgot what it felt like to be depressed. But only for three months. Now I’m falling back into that fucking hole I tried so hard to get out of. We’re still friends, and I lied and said I was fine.