Just got cut off from my addiction for some bumfuck reason. It genuinely is so crazy how it feels like your world is ending when an addiction becomes unavailable to you. I don't know what I'll do now. I don't know what I can do to distract from it because I had NO FUCKING TIME to prepare for this dumbass shit. It's such a disgusting thing to be so upset about but man that was the really the only thing I could count on.