I hate the "man up" stereotype... i dont think they understand how difficult it is for me to swallow that. ive always hated that saying of men should man up their problems... or maybe its me. its difficult for me to deal with my own problems and mental health, and it had lead me to a point where i dont think my problems are worth to be shared to begin with. i hate feeling isolated... alone... i feel like a failure as a man because im unable to man up. everything genuinely feels so heavy for me right now and i cant take it. i dont feel like im understood in a sense that it hurts when im told to man up... i hate it. as much as i want to be a better person, im constantly stuck with thoughts of self doubt and my insecurities. i tend to overthink a lot and it end ups making me feel so pressured for whats ahead of me in this world. i want to succeed, but i hat ethat my mental health is pulling me down so much. i hate overthinking.. cant say everything here in less than 1k characters.