I guess I'm more in love with my bf than he is with me. I have asked and begged him countless times for doing things that'll make me feel special. he has done them after much begging, and he says that the reason he couldn't do them was because he was struggling himself. Why does loving me become hard because he's stressed out? all i wanted was to feel pursued and special, but at this point i feel like I'm ready to marry him whereas he's still making up his mind about me. Am i so unlovable that I can't even get a promise ring for more than a year after i gave him one? he can barely feel excited to see me? why am i such a task to love for the one guy who means the world to me? why can't i ever get pursued?
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