I wish I was a guy so bad. I would literally do or give anything to have been born a man. Any time i'm reminded that i'm a woman, i feel like my heart is being ripped out of my body and i'm being punched in the gut. There was a time in my life when i would almost cry every time i saw a human, i'd get sad when i saw a man because it reminded me i'm not one, and when i saw a woman i'd be sad because it reminded me i'm one. The problem is, i don't want to transition, i just want to be born a guy. I hate everything about being a woman, my chest, people seeing me as a girl, periods (not because they're annoying/painful, but because they remind me of what i am.), having long hair, everything basically. It vexses me that i'm not a man. It's torturing me. And the fact that i can't become one is even worse. I just had to get that off my chest. Thanks.