honeslty, i just keep falling into bad habits this summer. everyday i feel myself regressing little by little; my sleep and mental health suffering. it could burnout, lack of motivation, being lost, indecision, mental health issues. I just don’t want to make excuses. i just dont how to help myself. its hard too, with everyone's expectations (or perceived expectations)... college really took it out of me. my time management skills and motivation slowly decreased. i was supposed to graduate in spring, i even went to the ceremony and celebrated with my friends + family, but inside i knew that id be failing a class. and i did. there were things i couldve done too, to ensured i passed, but i fell short in the end. im currently taking a summer class to hopefully finish my degree but im still struggling to find motivation. i just dont know whether to give myself grace and allow myself to let go (im bad with moving on + changes) or continue punishing myself until im done.