it all feels fake so so so very fake I cant depend on anyone even when it gets so overwhelming it hurts and yet I still go back to school smiling and laughing like everythings all right i know I'm lucky that I'm quite well off but because of that reason many people just don't seem to view me as a person so when I complain to them about family I just get this look every single time that says shut up u bitch its like having privileges means I am nothing but a net worth outside I look fine, the happy go lucky person, the girl that gets good grades and is always doing something to build up her portfolio but I don't feel anything these days my parents are divorced constantly throwing jabs at each other in front of me then expecting me to take their side what about me I'm just trying to build a future for myself on my own I hate how things aren't how they were when I was a child I would do anything to go back to the safe ignorant and happy little girl I lost long ago