I know it sounds unimportant and shallow but i hate school. I fucking hate school. I have to wake up at 6am and be at this mental asylum at 7 and wait until 4 just to get out. As much as i want to learn and achieve things that'll make me proud of myself at some point, i hate having to eat lunch alone, wait for my damn friends fully aware that they have new and better friends, deal with misogynistic idiots, level up to other girls' beauty and try not to feel too insecure, and just everything. It feels so exhausting knowing that time is passing by and other students like me are already at great heights and i feel like i'm wasting all those just by doing nothing but rotting n dying. I feel so deeply and i hate it. Every time i step inside the gates of that green, big, intimidating, and exhausting school, i realize i'm in hell again. please get me out. i feel so lonely there. yes, i always need my alone time but it's just.. perhaps, i amm a loner. (im not even 13)