i have to go to this stupid ass fucking band camp tomorrow and i dont wanna go because i can barely even play my piece and im in percussion so its a bunch of different stuff. and idek why i got signed up to do it i dont even like band i actually hate it so fucking much. i can only do good in band if its for school but ive never played in 6/8 before so im actually so ass. im crying right now as i write this because i just wanna kill myself because my dad hit me and im gonna fucking screw everything up.
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