Bro I know this sounds ridiculous and shallow but I'm feeling frustrated because I want an ipad or a tablet, even if it's cheap I'll take it. However I can't buy one at the moment because we don't have enough money yet, we're like broke as fuck. If I was able to get one, it'll be very useful to me because I'm an upcoming college student and I'm also an artist. I'd use it for art stuff 'cause my phone's storage can't handle it anymore. I tried to open my own art commissions to earn money, but it's not working. So yeah, I kinda got lazy and js gave up on it. I wanna talk to my parents about it but I just can't seem to bring it up to them because I know there's a lot of things that we need to focus on. I also can't help but to feel jealous to those people who have ipads man, damn. I hate being poor, oh my god :') I wanna get out of this state as soon as possible