I was r*ped abt 2 years ago, by my own ex boyfriend. I was 15 years old. I’m chronically ill, so I couldn’t escaped from his arms, I was SA multiple times by him. And I was afraid for my life. I’d had 4 surgeries my whole life my recent one was a brain surgery was in August of last year (2025) and up to this day I still have pain from that surgery. I don’t like going outside I feel sick to my stomach I’m scared for my life when I see men, but I want friends, I don’t want to feel lonely bc I had yo my whole life bc I’m chronically ill I don’t want to live life behind a screen 24/7 I had to give up who I was and know I don’t know who I am.