oh man i hate how people ive never even met care more about me than my own family. Ive never been so depressed. fuck man. i just dont get it. why. why cant i be fucking normal. i hate my body and im already super skinny but i dont see myself that way. I feel like people only care for my body and maybe thats why i always try to be smaller bc in some fucked up way it makes them want me more and makes me feel appriciated for even just 5 minutes. god i hate being a hypersexual. i hate it all.