its funny how my self hatred doesnt outweigh my fear. i have self preservation even though there is nothing worth preserving. im just so tired, is all. im tired of hurting and nothingness. if i really hated myself, i would meet up with all the men saying they want to rape me..
ive been disassociating very frequently and im scared. my anxiety is so bad rn.
Rant #7041 · about 5 hours agoI don't know what to do, he left me. We we're dating for 4 months and we were classmates f...
Rant #7037 · about 7 hours agoI feel like im only temporary. not real.
Rant #7027 · about 10 hours ago