I have to leave my career for health reasons. I do as manual labor job but it’s destroying my body. I don’t have a degree and I feel hopeless trying to get any sort of job that doesn’t make it worse. I want to get a job in my dream career but it’s very competitive and I don’t feel good enough for it

somethimes I feel like some kind of left out, I feel like I'm an option to everybodys life.

hurt myself at work yesterday (yay friday the 13th!) and it hurt pretty bad to walk so filled out report and got it checked out. but they acted like it was the most inconvenient thing for them. luckly nothing was fractured or broken its just bruised and sore as a mother. but dr told me not to be on it much and put me off two days from work and they arent happy about it and i mean im not either bc i wasted so much time for a bruise but people have broken/fractured bones from less and usually thats just my luck and i didnt want to risk not having it checked out ya know. but now i absoulutly cant work bc its all in the paper work and when i do go back i still might no be able to do ny job fully bc of restritions. and had i not reported it at all and something was seriously wrong then i would have be the one in trouble and getting my ass ripped.