Im genuinely just losing hope. Im scared to live in this world. I feel like im supposed to do so many things to help people and our planet, but i just can’t. I try to do what is in my powers, but as a mere worthless being I cannot do more than that right now. And it makes me feel useless, im ashamed of it. I just wish all “those” people will die on a random day and at least society will heal. I dont ask for much, I just want to live my life without worrying about if my basic rights will suddenly be taken away or will my water just disappear. It makes me so overwhelmed and im just starting to lose hope in everything. I just want to disappear because im so scared to live. I shouldnt be enjoying my day when the world is on fire. And I know i tried to isolate myself from all the bad media, but what else am i supposed to do im so scared to watch it because what if they’re close? I dont know what to do, im scared. I dont want to live. Is there really any meaning in this anymore?