basically my parents favourite my brother so much and only care about how i do in school. And its always the small things that show it like idk how to describe it but yeah and then yesterday i found out that my friend for eight years has been manipulating me and using me as a tool. Sometimes i feel like kms but then i spiral and i cant get out. Sometimes i have small panik attacks but when i tell my parents they just say to calm dow and i just constantly feel like im under so much pressure to do well in school and sometimes ill star crying from the tiniest things becuase my mental bucket is full and i feal trapped so i told my dad how its rlly hard keeping up 4 personalities and told him how i normally just vent to google and then he asked me how he could help and i told him mabye if he was less protective cuz i feel like im constantly being looked after by him and my mum.