I’m 35 male and have never been in a relationship. The type of of women I’m I’m looking for that are single don’t not exist as a I’ve missed out on so much. I have l nothing to live for or look forward to despite all the for I’ve put in and have l lost 150 pounds. Everyone is so cliquey and antisocial and will not date or befriend me because of no relationship experience and not having friends of friends to vouch for me. I’m not strong enough to be single well into middle and old age and wonder if the world would be a better place if I was gone.