I feel like I’m being compared to someone I never met. For some reason I’ve been with him 9 years but he always reached out to his ex about how he misses her and wants to talk to her all throughout these years, she gets the attention I wish I could. He claims he wants to get married and he loves me so at the end of the day I should understand he loves and wants to be with me he’s even told her he hates me before. It just hurts and I have no idea what to believe anymore.