I feel stuck and powerless over my life. I took on something I regret . I will care for a disabled young relative for the rest of our lives at the same time I just genuinely wish I knew my partner loves he how me says. I feel like he’s lying because of how bad he neglects me but somehow can talk to other girls or his ex but can’t talk to me he promised we’d start over I know it’s lies now. I felt helpless when I knew arguing with him fighting begging attacking cheating or leaving him would help. No matter what I feel like I do it won’t fix this. I think suicide might be my only option. I don’t know what to do anymore.
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