I just did a very hard school presentation yesterday, and I failed. I was supposed to do this, I did my best but ik that wasn't enough, I know I didn't even try anyway, I even procrastinated and had urges to put it off. When I was at the front, mind went blank and I tried to talk but then my voice was shaky, the second I knew it my hands were too. I even mustered up to speak in my own words.. but I could barely think and make out what I was saying without stuttering. I was alone at the front, being an absolute embarrassment and getting crushed by my own nervousness. In the end my groupmates said "it's okay, you did your best, thanks for saving me, I wanted to help u too but I was scared". Ik they're lying, you'd only do that bc thats the 'right thing to do', I know you ppl were thinking and talking behind my back like"wow you could've done better". But tbh, you guys didn't fucking do anything. I was the one who made the ppt, wrote the paper, bought shit and printed it. I FKIN SUFFERED