If you did want a second child, why did you do five/six abortions before giving birth to me? I have five years difference with my sis, so it’s basically one abortion every year. What was wrong with previous pregnancies? To me it all makes sense, actually. Why doesn’t she really care about my life, always spent so little time with me, letting me go alone wherever and whenever I want, saying all those bad words she’ve said to me throughout my life. She just doesn’t care. Not as much as about my sister.