I wish I wanted to live. I never wanted to die, but I hate living. I selfishly wish everything I wanted instantly came to me. It'll never happen, school isn't teaching me anything for the future, nor are my parents. My school gets stricter by the day, and I can't lose anyone more, I've had 6 people I love die over the last 3 years. 5 of them were my best friends. I wish I could comfort people, so they didn't have to resort to something I wish I was brave enough to do. I'm a hypocrite but I think they should be the one living. I don't deserve it.
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