Just stumbled upon some of my old diaries from age 13, I'm 20 now. I forgot about it all, but the writing describes depression indistinctive to how it is now. That was the age I'd first considered killing myself, and it's written "i feel like a child". I don't really know how i feel about that. I was a child and I'd never ended up receiving help. I don't remember writing it at all, and i feel pity, but knowing the child ended up becoming myself is uncomfortable.