is it me or is time going by extreamly fast? i feel like last weeks was like yester day and last monthe felt like last week of only now reelesed my "gap year" end last month, but theres nothing much i can do abouth this i think things are going by fast for me cus i dont leave the house or talk to anyone outside my family iv never had freinds as a kid cus i was homeschooled up till high school so i had pretty shitty social skills in high school and barly made freinds so now i kinda just cant talk to people any more and i thin iv gotten agoraphobia becuause ever time i leave the house or think about leaveing or when i go out to shop and stuff i get crazy anxity and panic attacks in the night which sucks so i kinda gave up on frenship even when my siblings make fun of me for it and my parents i know there sick of me leaching of them i know the secretly hates me for being a burden to the like a over grown fat deformed baby bird weighing down the nest and hogging all the resorse form the ba