i feel like i have a 'second self' or like uhh (evil Ren) lololol not that character ok oof but yeah it talks differently than me and constantly mocking me lolol.. i wanna vent to my partner and best friends but.. ion want any comforts since i felt horrible for not responding properly.. like i am grateful for you comforting me but I can't say it properly because i.. am a bit struggling with picking words and constantly stutter (if talking) but yeah lol i hope y'all are okay and.. stay safe guys!! (i feel disgusting of myself. ugh.) ok sorry for venting