The only family member that don’t have anything against me is nowhere to be found I’m stuck with the ones that want to humble me judge me think I’m fighting them over a man that is not trying to date any of us & I’ve finally experienced sex as a 30 something & either I need a woman or the guys don’t know what to do oral horrible sex with the only guy I’ve been with just thrusting no touching no kissing I just don’t want sex at all now no now I’m only attracting guys that look like hunchback of notre dome or guys that fuss at me that they shouldn’t have to take me on a date when I’m trying to dodge even seeing them in person
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