None of my talents pay off I buy things so I can have a purpose to live having to hear voices over 6 years can hardly watch tv shows I love can hardly look at the people I love just years of years & not fitting in in any group learning God for myself cause others false perfections are sickening cause even God knows nobody is perfect I’m healing on my own my way finances never fitting for the life I want but I’m still making it I know this is preparation for more so I cry it out pull myself together & keep fighting to win my way