I always try my best to appease everyone, I push myself extremely hard in school and I'm very ambitious, I'm in 4 different clubs, National Honor Society, Sudent Council, I got into a program only 13 people in your entire school, no matter the grade can get into (there's 900 students at my school). And still my dad doesn't care, he says it's all by chance, when I got into Studnet Council, I came home really excited and proud of myself, I'm never proud of myself, and started talking about it since It had been my dream for 3 years, and my dad said "So? Why should I care? You already told me, what do you want, a medal?" He says things like that all the time, how everything I do is by chance, he calls me spoiled, says everything gets done for me, we're extremely poor, and almost lost our house multiple times, today he said he was jealous of how lucky I was, because that's what was helping me though school. I work extremely hard for everything I'm given, Idk why he thinks I don't.