I'm so sick of being autistic and have chronical pain and have mental health issues and all of them playing off eachother all the time. I'm so exhausted all the time and im so avoidant every time I'm stressed or overwhelmed or overstimulated. Which is always with my fucking issues playing off eachother and every time I start feeling like I've got a grip on anything I slip again. And I'm constantly masking which is never helping and I try so hard to find the silver lining and not be very negative but it's getting harder to do that. I think I'm really close to giving up.
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