So ive been alive for pretty uch 17 years, and never have i ever had something serious with a guy. All of my friends have had at least 2 boyfriends and are in commited relationships right now but I cant even get a guys number. Im not the prettiest, and not to be mean but ive seen people that i wouldve never thought be in a relationship. so idk i feel like im falling behind and college is no help because i have no friends. its hard, i just want to experience some sweet love and feel like i matter too. I wanna meet someone naturally but if i have to, i will literally download dating apps when im 18 because I just wanna love someone and be loved